Broken hearts and concrete floors

Wow I havnt posted in ages!!!! As usual I totally forget to update my blog lol ooops! I'm not sure if anyone really reads it though... anyways Ive got so much to write!!! So much has happened since my last entry!! Like, I got my diploma! I am officially a fashion designer wow! lolll and then there's the whole Alex/Alex saga pffff and leaving Quebec, getting adjusted to life in France, trying hard to not kill my parents etc... same old same old... So anyways I got into Uni, in Lyon, and I am doing a DUERM (Diplome en Etudes et Recherches sur la Mode) at the Université de la Mode. I found a place to live, which actually is only one step up from my last student residence... its small, very small. There's like a front entry/lobby place, the main room with a huge desk, a sofa/bed, a closet, a small kitchen alcove and a book shelf, and the bathroom with... tadaaa... a bath!! wow lol and of course a toilet and a sink too duh. Its slightly bigger than the rooms at Marie-Victorin and the furniture is nice. Of all the places I visited this one is the nicest and the closest to uni (15 mins walk away!) and near the metro and the tram. So yer, I also found a job, cos my mum was all lke : "uni doesnt start till October, you need a job cos ur not gonna stay and do nothing!!" so I now babysit two little brats.. euh kids sorry loll for two weeks, 12 hours a day eurk, except week-ends. Its hard but it stops me thinking too much about euh.. life I guess. So yer Ive been pretty busy, which is good cos its so fucking hard to lose all your friends and the guy you love.. :( Im trying not to think about it/him, but I dreamt about him last night... it just hurts so bad... *sigh* well anyways he prob doesnt feel the same way, so I should just get over it... ahh... the deception of it all! I guess Im not made for love.